Emotional day zzz

Well today kinda feel depressed... actually since yesterday hmm no idea why actually but its gone now lolx. Found out where my addiction to ciggy comes now, when i'm depressed i want to get a stick lolx... been wanting one since yesterday night zz but of course i didnt hahaha cause i've quit and not gonna smoke anymore hahahaha i think... hmm anyway well got all my effing emotions out by writing and i think yea it helps me figured out what's bothering me lolx. Kinda suck though since I don't tell people my problems anymore haha, lesson learned from the past. But i'm doing fine lolx, kinda wish i can find a song i really wanna dance to so that I can put all my time and effort in it instead of keep browsing through my playlist looking for a song.

Anyway kinda excited bout performing for the battle of the bands thing thing hahaha. As long as it's dancing i'm totally excited bout it wheee and if my cheque for feb month comes out soon then i can get my guitar already hahaha. Music is practically my whole life, cant live without it at all. Well I guess that's all for now. Thrown the thought of making myself start being serious because i shouldnt waste my time being somebody i'm not. If i can never be serious then so be it, it's who i am and who i'll always be. the person that laughs non stop and loudly =D

Shattered Glass

Trying something new and yea this was the result lolx.. wonder if it's good or not


"Just one more"
He begs
Knees on the ground
Eyes filled with tears

"Just a tiny bit"
He cries
Sobs start forming
Tears flowing freely

"I beg of you"
He moans
Fist on the ground
Head facing the ground

"PLEASE!"
He screams
Losing his cool
Everything starts spinning

"Just one taste"
He begs harder
Fist punching the ground
Blood starts appearing

"...Just...one..."
Losing his voice
Giving up on hope
Stares at her

"You knew didn't you"
He asked
Grief in his eyes
Hair all over his face

"Yes."
She answered
Emotionless
Staring at the sky

"Then why?"
His final question
Staring at her eyes
Hoping for a light

"Cause I don't love you"
She replied
Then kick him aside
As she left him there

He was shattered
Broken to pieces
Unrepairable
Like a shattered glass

Pics!

1st the pictures while in the waiting room for the performance to start hahaha












Now we went to Murni at ss2 to have our lunch hahahaha





Finally I save the best for last hahaha


I look awesome don't I? hahahaha Plus I'm wearing white =P well that's all people gotta sleep soon cause waking up at 5-ish tmr morning zzz

KDU launching of new Campus~

Today was a good day hahahaha, when to college early to meet up with jin swan, edward, yuen yim, marcus and nadhirah to go to the curve and go to bentley music store muahahaha. Found my guitar there =D HEHEHEHEHHEHE. Well after that we went to ss13 campus for the launching of it to watch my friends perform hahaha and they are... you know who you are lolx cause I partied with you guys all day long~ wheee~

Well seriously I had loads of fun and all lolx. Can't wait to get the pictures from andrew's camera cause one of them i wanna put as my profile picture hahahah and i'm sure most of them who saw the pic would know =P

Well that's all for today I guess, will post my pictures up as soon as i get them and i'm still waiting for my dance video!!!

Choreography

Am suppose to sleep 2 hours ago but yeah i'm still here hahaha, i left 5 hours to sleep.. ok maybe less than that but whatever hahahhaa. Am suppose to choreograph a dance but still looking for a song. Got some ideas but it's just the intro of the song, feel like wanna do those where u dance awhile then the song changes and changes to a few song while the dance continues hahahhaa. But I havent do much yet cause all I can do is imagine dance moves and some I cant even do it myself! torturing wei haha. Well that's all need to get my thoughts out for all I can think is dancing

Mask and Keychains~

Hehehehehhehehehehehehehhe! I got keychain muahahahahaha lolx... oh and I did mask today lolx because i wanted to try since jin swan, matthew and edward did it before haha. Well went to work today at bangsar and didnt manage to sell anything to anyone but still at least I got my remuneration =D. After work went over to june and cy place to meet up with them and have lunch. It's only a week but it feels longer not seeing them hahahaha. We went and eat at choi kee for lunch since yu yee is closed. After that we decided to have dessert at wonder milk cupcakes then have awesome drinks at coffee bean! my 1st time at coffee bean hahahha. Don't blame me! it's cause i'm still busy trying out different kinds of food and drinks that the world has to offer lolx

Well CY promised me this, PASSION FRUIT! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH and CY stop eating maggi goreng and high class places lol! Oh ya apparently, Bibi bullied Bubu and bubu was so so so sad till she keep sniffing my hand hahahahaha.

Well night time went to kok pin cousin house, keith, cause he is having an open house and wanted me to gamble there but end up didnt gamble there but at kok pin house lolx. I wont bout rm7 only but still it's a lot to me cause i can buy 7 teh tarik with this hahahaha. I don't expect much, just wanna have fun lolx.

Well that's all for now~ Sleeping soon I guess, tomorrow working then have to decide badminton or family dinner haiz.,..

Holiday!!

Just came back from ma Holiday trip with my uncles and aunties at Gambang Resort/ Water Theme park hahahahha. It's near kuantan so I was there since tuesday muahahahaha! I went there to gamble and of course bully the girls but i end up getting bullied which is seriously bad lolx! Well went to the theme park which was a fun trip even though the park is smaller than sunway but still it was worth it to keep throwing the girls into the water hahahahahahhaahahha!

We went there and gamble and snooker and pool and did all kind of stuff lolx. I gambled on tuesday and lost a total of rm70+.. Ya i noe it's a lot and I blame everyone for forcing me to be the banker! GRRRR! hahaha oh well doesnt matter cause to me as long as we're all having fun then it's alright lolx. What i've been taught by my mom is that Money lost can always be earned back, just depend on how hard you work for it. hehehehhehehhehe

Well enough of me talking lol cause i'm tired and assignments are due and all.. Well I'll get the pictures posted up once I get them by my cousin's cousin hahahha. Hopefully its soon~

Well out~ can't wait to see the tard family hahahah!

Choi Yat (1st day of CNY)

Today was awesome! Woke up late and all but I wore white. Yes people white ahaha and people say I look good in it =P Anyway woke up went and wish people around my house Gong Xi Fatt Choi and of course collect ang pao's whee~ After then went to eat vege at pudu then follow my uncle they all go to my uncle mother in law place and get more ang pao's lolx. Then we played blackjack and I lost money zzz.... Apparently I've got no luck when it comes to gambling hahah but that's fine I don't gamble much and I intend to make it stay this way wheee~ Then went dinner at steven's corner and then played pool with cousins and uncle and aunty and all lolx! I have to teach my bro how to hold a stick next time.. HE NOOB LOL! Anyway we played money for pool also hahaha one game = rm5 and the score was 2:2 so no winner no loser lolx!

Well in the end it's an awesome day so yeah! awesome day to look forward to tomorrow wheee~

Finally

Well finally CNY is coming haha and so is valentine days and it looks like it's gonna be a lonely valentine but that's ok~ Have things to do and sort out i think hahahaha. Well am thinking of choreographing a dance but gotta choose the right song and make the dance look awesome wheeeee~ just played game till 1am hahahaha, been at least almost 2 weeks since i touched a proper game cause of the dance, assignments and the awesome valentine event but it was all worth it lolx. The event was awesome and I had loads of fun and met new people hahaha

Well problems are coming back again in the family, and i'm in the middle again lol.. sucks being the man of the family and now she keeps her problems from me and tells my brother.. kinda hurts but I guess i know why cause I've been reacting like the rest everytime she ask for a favour.. I can't help it.. i'm only human but at least i'm working tomorrow lolx.. well hopefully i'll have loads of fun =P

haha that's all for today and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE and Happy Valentine's day =)

My dance dance~

So today performed on a fully packed cafeteria and it was scary! I was damn nervous lolx and boy was as well but I think his was more obvious than mine hahhahaha. I was scared the starting part of my act wasnt loud enough cause I was really nervous and all. While dancing and my time to do my solo hahaha I tripped cause of the floor which makes it hard to shuffle and do my dance but luckily i regained my balance and continued~ hahaha act like pro only hahahhahahaha! Well will get the video once I get it and post it here wheee~ Well helped out by selling roses and getting people to buy more hahahha and tomorrow is another day to sell more lolx.. Kinda planning to do the dance for the launching of KDU new campus on the 23rd of feb but have to see whether i can dance or not 1st lolx.

Well that's all for now I guess cause I gotta get my assignments done and I suddenly am into roses haha, more specifically blue and dark blue and black roses =P. Oh today went murni with june, cy, sarah, matthew, jin swan, edward, joey, marcus and fatta and ate all kind of food i;ve never seen before! Plus I found a new coffee place for me to experiment my coffee desires hahahah! life is gooooooood! but gotta get the money to enjoy them 1st wheeee~

Well that's all for now haha~

Exhausted kao kao!

I am extremely tired and my legs are sore from all the bending and jumping and the balancing hahaha. All from one tiny dance hahaha been practicing since sunday night after work and today at 7.30pm till 10pm! Well I'm finally getting the moves done and all but my timing is still very very off sadly.

Well gonna go for the pretend interview at college tomorrow which is like 40 marks wei! After that straight go for dance rehearsal with my formal wear hahahah! Nah just kidding lolx gonna bring shirts and pants and all i think. Too tired to think right now and my assignments are pilling up and I haven't been writing much as well. Can't really get the words to connect with each other tomorrow which kinda sucks lolx. Maybe when I'm less stressed up from all the works and assignments and all then I'll get my mojo back up haha.

Well people please come to the valentine event that we're organising in KDU on the 10th and 11th which is this wednesday and thursday haha. I'll be performing on the wednesday so you wouldn't want to miss this! A fat boy dancing on the stage WHOOOOT! lolx

I am embracing myself chehhhh~ haha but at least I'm exercising and all to keep myself from gaining weight I guess and I havent even done my CNY shopping yet but at least I got my hair cut which looks better I guess lolx.. planning to leave it long this time and ain't gonna cut it short no matter how beggar-ish i look =P

Well that's all for tonight~ Trixia, Boy, Yat and Eva are crazy crazy people lolx. Fun to hang out with wei~

Maneater

Muahahaha I am dancing to the song maneater for the valentine event on the 10th of february so please please come and see me dance hahaha. I'm sure it's something you don;t want to miss as well as the valentine event i'm helping out to organize =D Currently suppose to study for MWD but am sleepy and tired from the dance rehearsal just now lolx...

Well gotta study soon or either sleep now and wake up at 6-7am in the morning to study which isnt a good thing lolx... BAH! need to keep focus lolx.. chinese new year soon and i hope that i'm able to go shopping for clothes this saturday hahahaha as well as get my hair trim.. getting thick already =P

Hmm well that's all for now whee~ been spending most of my time with june, cy, sarah, matt, edward and jin swan~ wheeee~ okok gotta go LOL! well hope i'm able to get a video of my dancing hahaha so i can post here

Valentine

I am wondering.. If you are interested in a person will you go and ask that person for this upcoming valentine day to be your valentine? Ignoring the risk and rejection and just go for it or will you wait for a sign before you ask?

KFC!

Today had the 1st meeting of the valentine event =D I'm under DA evil person called *yuen yim* yes she is evil, pure awesomeness evil.. well not awesome but evil~ u should get what i mean ahahhahaha. Anyway yuen yim if u are reading this.. you are EVIL! you will suffer from me muahahahahahaha. So yeah back to the event, it's gonna be plain effing awesomeness so please please come and experience this event haha, it's on the 10th and 11th of february from 9am-5pm at kdu college. If the event don't interest u at least come see me hahahaha.

Today's dinner was at KFC at atria and Jin Swan, Marcus, Edward and me walked there and while on the way we bump into the Mix.Fm roadshow or whatever they're called haha. So we played games and all hahaha. Then dinner fu yoh... june, cy and matthew interview joey like some kind of extremely strict parents in law hahahahaha! pity her wei then they interview edward then jin swan hahahaha.

Well that's really all that for today so remember come for my event! hahahah

Now

Hoping shit won't be happening for everything working out smoothly now.. it's peaceful now.. if it starts again I don't think I'll be able to handle it anymore. I'll crack and that's the truth