Chocolate Ice-Cream

It was 1am when I ate chocolate ice-cream in ma room hahahaha. Was hungry and that was the only food left I could find so that's what i had for supper. Well on saturday I danced at BOTB with Parts and it was awesome. Sadly I think it was my last time dancing with them but it was memorable haha. Anyway hope to get the video soon for my dance cause I really wanna see how I did though I'm sure I wasn't all that great.

Well gonna go to astro tomorrow to get the forms and everything so I can start on April 1st. Hopefully everything goes well so that I'll have a great time working there. Well till next time, don't really have much to blog about anymore~ see ya

When I wake up
The dream isn't done
I wanna see your face and know I made it home.
If nothing is true
What more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you.

Mohawk!

Muahahahahaha! Finally got rid of my annoying fringe which I used to enjoy having but I hate it now =.= no idea why hmm.. anyway my hair doesnt look good if it's long so i might as well keep it short yet "hot" hahahaha. Well went to Kim Marrie (i think that's how it's spelled) at time square with jenn her juniors and kok pin haha. Kok Pin just tagged along cause he had nothing to do but appreciate his company wheee~ Had fun teasing Jenn with Sophia and Dilla (again i think that's how her name is spelled hahaha). Gotten my hair cut and it's too damn short I find it but once it grows longer I'm sure it'll look better hehehehhehehe

Well that's all for now, am effing happy cause Astro called me and accepted me to intern with them wheee~ now to finish up my malaysian studies and my to perfect my dance tomorrow so I can give an awesome performance for Battle of the Bands at Sunway Pyramid on sat =) well good luck to all those dancers and performers~

Chit Chat's

Would like to officially thank edward and joey for coming all the effing way out to cheras just to yamcha with me and jenn hahahhaha. And of course su too, havent been out with you guys like this for ages... Makes life more interesting and thanks for making me the so called topic of the century =.=|| hahahahhaa.

Sooo tired, i feel old hahahaha, getting tired easily and my appetite is seriously dying though i havent really recover yet but still i can feel my appetite is like decreasing.. hmm maybe it's cause i've been exercising alot hahhahaha hopefully cause i dun wanna always be fat =P

Well gotta sleep, performing tmr for the freshmans~ see ya

I'mma back =D

HAHA WHOOT! I'm happy because I'M HAPPY! My emo-ness has finally finish, today was an awesome day, hang out with high school friends, crapping whole day and shopped for ma shoe, kok pin story book and of course pak onn, me and kok pin got jia shin and chi meng birthday present muahahahah. I'm effing broke lolx cause my shoe is a skate boarder shoe and it's original XD so it cost a LOT!!! AHHHH, imma happy cause i finally remember all the steps in the dance which i'm gonna perform on monday for the freshman hehehhehehehhe

I feel better now that my stomach is healing haha, had nandos with my mom and lil bro after dance practice and next friday confirm gonna watch moveh with ma best friend su su and hopefully jenn too~

Hmm well that's all, gonna settle some malaysian studies shit then game with kok pin hahhaa, been postponing my gaming session with him for AGES!

Till then~ cya awesome readers =D happy~ smiley~ oh yea, planning to go get my dumb hair cut next week into well.. get surprise =P

Stranggled Deeply

Another week to go before my deadline, crap.. wonder if it'll make it in time... oh well if I can't then that's life I guess.. lolx I'm seriously being misunderstood. well if whoever you are thinks i'm that kind of person then so be it. I'm done being the one always going around asking for forgiveness. I've done that one too many times already.

Hmm I missed the Fly.fm cash call today and yeah.. stupid right? Easy money gone and to think with that at least half of my problems could be solved already.. well no point brooding over it, only thing I can do is to try again and hope this time i'm there to pick up the call if they decide to call me.. I really hope they decide to call me again...

Everyone wants to be smarter or have a bigger brain, right now I don't want one... been working my mine overload since last year and I'm sick of thinking. Too much information isn't always a good thing and assuming too is even worst. Without a brain one can just escape from all those emotional problems cause you don't have anything to think about to cause u emotions. Well my idea for it anyway hahaha, just being random me as usual =)

Bench and Bride

That's the title of the short fiction story I wrote and it's kinda not ma thing but yeah it helps calm my emotions =) well I did the friends exposure thing on facebook and yeah it's kinda depressing... The question they ask make me realize.. that i don't really have a effing close friend anymore.. well i think of them but do they think of me as a close friend? Another question was who do you trust with all your deepest darkest secrets.. answer? none... this is just effing sad, the one i can't live without? none. the one that i text the most? none. the one i hang out the most with? currently none... i'm just wandering around most of the time.

Well whatever, i'll meet more people and we'll see how things goes =). At least I know I still have the tards hahaha, well guess i do have friends.. kok pin and pak onn.. hmm maybe i'm not a lost cause? =P

Ok, enough of the emo shit lolx. Told myself I'm done with that and I will be. I just need time for all the events that are unfolding around me. Trying to get an intern position with Hitz.fm cause it's near to my house but if the timing is not right.. i might not be able to dance with parts anymore and that kinda makes me sad, cause dancing is one of my most passionate passion =D... Kind of started dancing in the middle of the night with myself when everyone is asleep which I swear I have never done it before..

Well ok I'm kinda lost as to what else I can say but to whoever is reading this, please pray that I get a position over there >< Plus stop asking my grandfather to stop saying those stuff... I'm kinda losing my confidence and spirit here...

OH yeah... marcus and june.... JANGAN NAUGHTY NAUGHTY AH =p hahahahah!

Eenie Meenie

Hmm well was out the moment I woke up today, had to pick up a relative of mine to buy her bf a hamster as his bday present hahaha, damn cute la the hamster and at the pet shop i saw a freaking siberian husky. DANG! I want that dog too bad it cost too much for me to afford lolx. Anyway well it's kinda made me realize things though that i placed music and animals on my top list compare to other things hahaha, imma weird but that's me so i think i wanna intern either at a place that deals with animals or a place that deals with music. I really wanna make full of the place I'm gonna intern for I'm effing paying for it hahahhaa. Well another i realize was the 1st thing I'm gonna get when i have my own house is a dog, been wanting a dog since forever. Too bad the dog my mom brought back when I was small ran away cause my mom forgot to tie him up T_T aahhh oh well, DOGGIES! All I currently need is that lolx. Man's best friend =)

Well dancing is awesome and I'm getting better I hope. Need to master all the dances asap so the performance at sunway will be awesome! hahaha well that's all I guess, liking the new song =) eenie meenie by sean kingston feat justin bieber


Was I always this breakable? Guess they were right, I'll always be that dumb ass emo kid

Golf-ie~

Just came back from playing golf and it's my 1st time haha, kok pin brought me to the driving range which is actually the place i play badminton zzz hahaha. Anyway golf is like way freaking harder than i thought it would be but it was fun but i was busy cursing the golf balls so hard that in the end, i couldnt hit a ball further than 50m T_T which is SAD! Anyway golf not really my thing, prefer badminton, basketball and of course dancing hahhahaha. Well got an idea to turn my blog into a place where i write my stories but I guess I may not start so soon cause I'm actually quite busy with issues. hmm anyway need to get my new shoes soon so i can practice dance in them and get comfy in it... well that's all i guess.. I finally found a way to solve my resume problem.. am happy =) well that's all for now ciaoz

Intern

Well kinda feeling stress up cause I haven't send any application to any company yet and I'm seeing everyone going to work already which is kinda effecting me.. well would love to send my resume now but i cant cause i dunno how i gonna settle my malaysian studies then.. everything's kinda screwed up plus the dance performance on the 27th of march means i gotta kinda give a full concentration on it since it's on a very big event.. well really need to settle my thoughts and all and the fact of i cant send my resume cause of i tiny little details is killing me.. trying to find a solution but ain't easy.. oh well.. guess that's all for now

Yamaha F-210

This is the guitar i'm gonna get hahahhahahaha! it's rm300 for it and i'm saving up for it but 1st gotta get ma shoes man~ feel so lazy to study copywriting but if i dun do it i ain't gonna get awesome marks man.. it's my job to get awesome marks hahahhahah... ok need to go sungei wang soon to shop for shoess~ anyone wanna follow? =P

K-Pop

Currently fixation is on K-pop songs. Just found out that their beats are awesome to dance with hahaha and am spamming their video non-stop on youtube. Guess what i'm suppose to be studying now and yea my obsession with dance is taking over my studies nuuuuu T_T. okok gotta force myself to go back and study after maybe a few songs =P hahah ciaoz~

Baby

Currently listening to the song baby by justin bieber and addicted to it hahaha because the beat is awesome, easy to dance with hahaha. ok back to studies! DTP i will not FAIL YOU!

wheeeee~

Girls are dangerous zzz... dunno if it's true or not but i almost lost my best friend and yea i dun want that to happen again. Thought I was prepared for everything this year guess I wasn't hahaha. Well gotta make things straight again and hopefully my best friend will forgive me ><. Found out today a friend of mine is getting married in 2 years time. Wow kinda shocking haha cause it's quite fast but yeah wish they have a happy life together =D. Well performing on the 27th of march in conjunction with the earth hour battle of the bands and WWF. Everything for the animals hahaha, I place my heart and soul for those helpless, cute creatures.. oh and the environment too hahahahaha. Friends are more important than finding the right one out there, got to get that screwed into my head lolx but anyways hopefully things will work out fine then I can get on with my plan which is get a guitar - phone and a laptop hahahaha. Hmm might be going to a trip with edward and the tard family if I can get enough funds on the 9th of march

Realization

Realize i'm being stupid again haha, I was never alone to be started with, just me thinking bout the wrong things. Totally forgotten bout my resolution but it's back so yeah gonna start living life fully again hahaha, got no time to waste, dunno how long left I'll be here wheee~