YU YEE!

halor! my next blog i'm gonna post is how i spend my lunch today LOL! class was canceled cause i forgotten mr vincent replaced todays class ady -_-|| so sjadgauisdhadhasd! anyway had lunch with yuen yim and jasmine =D and jasmine couldn't stop laughing for no reason LOL and it's cause yuen yim had this certain aura that made her can't stop laughing ahahahahahahhahahaha

Anyway we went for lunch at yu yee and i ate kuey tiaw XD forgotten how to spell ady -_-|| anyway after lunch we walk back and suddenly they decide to face their back to the wind when we reach back college. Looks like they were farting and wanted the wind to blow away the smell AHAHAHAHAH and i joined in but i didn;t fart lolx!

anyway that's all for today muahahahahahaha... sooo broke man.. and so many family issues coming up again T_T i need help.. >.>

Me?

I'm fucked up on the inside so yea, i may seem like a nice guy but don't trust me

Jenn's 20th birthday~

Oh yeah! yesterday celebrated jenn's birthday at delicious~ here are some pictures. Edward, Christine, Amanda and Gideon was there xD.








Do not know how to post these pics and arrange them -_- so susah so i just give up lolx and ITS MY 1st POST WITH PICTUREZZZ

=D

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Found out something awesome =D MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Halor

Halor, My name is Adam Farid and people call me Adam/ Adam F/ Farid. I prefer adam. That's all you need to know bout me LOL.

Anyway dunno how to start so i start with this =D. well awesomely sleepy after a week of sleepless night and now I;m gonna end this post by saying goodnight butttt Not yet =D.

Well what's been going on is everywhere around my family and friends are having problems and been to busy listening to their problems especially my family that i can't even solve my own >.<. So currently I am having a hard time to even want to face my problems hahaha cause it'll hurt even more since I somehow forgotten them while trying to fix my family's problem.

Oh ya tomorrow..i mean today xD since its already pass midnight i'm going to One Utama with jess and my N.E.M group to continue my awesomely coffee tasting assignment muahahahah I LOVE THIS PART OF THE ASSIGNMENT =D.

Ok that's all for tonight i guess and goodnight humans~ I'm seriously sorry I can;t get pictures to make my post more interesting >.< but can't expect much from a poor boy right? hahaha

Oh ya.. been wondering... why be mature and suffer so much problems and trying to act cool when you can just face your problems like some ignorant kid and get it over with and still have fun doing it when you're immature? xD so yea.. what's wrong with being immature... been wondering.

Truth?

I'm not ok, that's the plain straight truth. Dunno how to explain or whatever.. just sick some stuff and my eyes are damn heavy.. yet my brain is hyper lol..

Nightz. Nothing much to talk about, just another same old same old torturing day.

Good day gone bad

Well woke up this morning and was uber sleepy as usual hahaha xD. anyway went over to see my dad and i can see he is resting in peace xD the grass are growing beautifully all over his graveyard.. damn i miss you dad ;(

Anyway after visited my dad, me and my bro went to work and kind of had a blast dissing each other hahaha. well it was an awesome day at work, wasnt bored or anything..

Well i gone emo after work and after dinner and all, no idea why was happy earlier and i saw something which really made me down... kinda got me thinking... Am I that bad? LOL

hungry T_T oh and i cant sleep again lolx..

i noe u guys are bored of words and wants pictures! but soon soon i will try to get a camera

Chilling.

Trying to relax and hopefully in another 45min a major problem in my life will be solved in a good way if not then home will be hell, life will be awesomely fucked up xD. Anyway did nothing much the whole day but dream, think, and most importantly when you're bored is to stone hahahaha.

Well waiting for the time to pass by and the song my blog is playing now is currently my fav song ahahhahaa xD. hungry... ate vege at dinner only =_= well thats the side effect of trying to lose weight i guess. hmm hoping to get some gym equipments soon and oh ya if everything works out i'm gonna get myself a freaking new phone to celebrate muahahaha.

Jenn's birthday coming up soon and I still have no idea where to plan it and who I'm suppose to invite! lolx. Wish me luck people i seriously need it.

Night time still the worst of the worst but hey if it doesn't kill me it'll make me stronger

Tear my heart please for I don't want to feel anymore, I'm sick of caring for someone who just doesn't want it and I'm sick of always being the one in the middle. Always being the "annoying kid" or the guy who is "too soft". Fuck all this, I'm sick of enduring the insults, sick of listening to problems and being able to do shit about it and I'm fucking sick of not being able to stand strong on my own personal issues...

I'm falling apart.. I can't put that smile on my face as often as I used too... I don't even think I'll bother to fight anymore if anyone disses me... I'm just wish I can give up as easily as I think of it..
I don't want anyone to pity me yet they do, I don't want people feeling fucking sorry for me cause I've been through fucking worse and I'll get through it... but maybe not today... maybe not tomorrow... maybe in the afterlife only then you'll see me give you a genuine smile..

I am sick of listening to people telling about what I should have done and what you are fucking doing now cause basically you are out of my life and its your own life you are handling not mine.

Fuck all this problems I have, if I had a choice I would rather be emotionless and not care about anything than being a guy who has a heart..

"I'm sorry if this post is too emo for you but its how I write so if you can't take it then too bad."

Today...!!

Today, skip N.E.M cause had to do some family issues and tomorrow skipping class again cause its not solved yet ;( only going for film studies cause i have a presentation. Anyway tonight was awesome xD had dinner with jenn at mcd then waited for su loy to come over and while waiting bull shit alot hahaha.

When su came he ate his burger like a man that was starved for days O_O. so he finished quite fast hahaha and anyway after that we went to play pool and the stupid part was... it was another FREAKING draw lolx.. our skills got problem xD hahahahahahhaahhaha

Anyway jenn owes me a game muahahaha cause i won xD REMEMBER!

Well gonna sleep soon i guess and continue stressing myself tomorrow hoping it'll finally be done so that me and my family can finally sleep in peace and have a happy life.


Still having problems sleeping and night time's the time when the heart hurts like hell... but slowly i'm getting better.. i hate being emo but i cant help it..

Still Alive

It hurts, but I'll live.

Taiwan Sausage is awesomely spicy! O_O burn my eyes and my nose felt like i was exhaling hot air lolx.. had a great time with jenn, edward, jin swan, carmen and joey xD. love u guys~

Emotionally Unstable >.<

Well I found out my emotions ain't for me to control lolx.. was soo damn pissed off today, stressed, fucked up annoyed. screamed in the car till my lungs hurts multiple time and blast music till i cant hear no shit around me.

In the end i found out, that why feel down when all u need to do is put a smile on ur face and that will make people around u and urself happy... so that's wat i plan to do starting from now on. Well i've always been putting a smile on my face lolx so i guess i'll just continue instead of going around with a black cloud on ma head.

oh ya.. who wanna dance with me? i miss dancing xD

ZOMG! the 10th! post

lolx, this is weird.. its already the 10th post and my last blog only lasted till the 4th-5th post only hahahaha. anyway today work and was dead tired... hadn't been sleeping well since july as i mention xD 3-4 hours a day only.. insomnia.. i caught it from edward! ahahhaha. anyway hang out with jenn just now and we went and do my errant and then played dragonica at a cc haha.

Kinda fun cause its just like the old times when usually after friday class we usually go to the nearest cc and play maple story xD. anyway really appreciate that she went out with me cause i needed the company =D

Well tomorrow hoping to watch orphan with edward ong! then meet up with joanne at one utama to settle our phone bills and all haha.

Well that's all for today i guess xD. feeling like shit seriously.. getting worried that its all a lie... if it does i really wanna go to that assholes house and slaughter his whole fucking family =D

thank you to all you people that always care bout me.. you guys are seriously the friends i can always depend on xD

well life aint fair but we just gotta live it right? wonder if i get to singapore for that free concert yuen yim mention xD. hope can get a fellow online gamer friend to let me crash at their house so i can save cost haha

Saturdays can kill me...

Well its a saturday and i hate saturdays lolx.. cause i have nothing and i mean nothing to do at all! i have no computer, no tv no shit or whatever to do but to just lie on the bed and stone there because during the day time my bro uses the computer while night time is when i use it. So currently i have to find something to do on a saturday or else every saturday i'll lose bit by bit of my mind and go nuts from the boredom.

Well did nothing at all but just drove around cheras area and then at 8.30 jia shin came and pick me up and we went to mc house before going to station one where we have our yam cha session lolx. Daniel met us at mc house and then we all went there together. Gin Yih met us as station one as he live near there and then later on daniels friend came who i somehow forgot to ask for her name..sadzz and then steven came. xD

Well around 10.30 jia shin and mc had to go so its just the 5 of us left and we just chat non stop bout nonsense, religion, politics and shit but mostly shit lolx. Well steven intro me to the 15malaysia video which is quite interesting.

Here's the link http://15malaysia.com

Anyway i had fun hanging out with old friends and kinda miss them haha. miss the old times and all XD.

Well that's all for today... hmm thinking of jogging on saturday morning but only if i'm able to wake up in time..

Annoyingly me

Hello Humans! Greetings! =D well today another normal day except that me and nadhirah and all were so stressed up when our work was like delayed and we couldnt hand it up but thank god we finish it time in the end. Anyway after photo class me, jess, lydia, jentzon, marcus and jin went to tropicana to continue our coffee testing assignment which i love doing hahaha.

After that jess went to subang and lydia decided to hang around tropicana mall while the rest of us went over to one utama to meet up with christina, kelly, her bf and jolene and watch... *the unbelievable. Sadly, i cant find the picture to post it up here but oh well its a not bad horror show but its more like a documentary lar.

Well after that went home and all. Had a great time all and all and still playing dragonica to release stress and all muahahahaha. join me in my never ending mission to lvl up!

*losing my self-confidence... hating myself for being so damn annoying*

Hey guys~

Ya well don't wanna do another emo post but i can't help it >.< i'm always inspired when i'm emo lolx. well another day passed by and getting lots of loves from good friends xD damn i just love those people haha. well yesterday night went and yam cha with su and we had a long talk bout our lives then we head to challenger and played pool and i won 1 match and he won 1 match so we draw xD. was 12.30am when i reach home and the minute i reach home i saw my left eye totally red lolx.

Well, the worse is over i guess, cause it didnt hurt as much as it did on tuesday but then.. well i found out who are the assholes that keeps sabotaging my life so yea fuck that loser. =D

Assignments pouring in and tomorrow hopefully gonna watch movie with jess and the gang haha. gonna go to tropicana to drink Vietnam coffee as its our assignment to TEST coffee hahahaha. i'm so gonna enjoy myself.

Well, that's all for now. Can't wait to hang with my awesome friends =D

Officially Single. 1 word... AWESOME!

Whoot, i'm single lolx anyway college today was alright and felt dead XD no thanks to my lack of sleep for the past 2 months ;( only able to sleep 2-3 hours ady sadly... oh well anyway had class finish assignment took pictures and hang with a bunch of good friends xD. cant find these people anywhere so they are AWESOME! you know who you are, well if you read my blog lolx.

Anyway getting used to being single again but i'll live lolx xD bah! going yam cha tonight with su and gonna enjoy myself. Well guess we meet awesome people in life and no good assholes too so just becareful who you hang with =D

Who wanna go clubbing with me? xD

BAH!

Muahahahaha, another day gone by and i'm feeling more broken hearted but wth lor, i'm suppose to be getting happier lolx... anyway today le~ wat happen is... went to school and reach there at 10.30am and call yuen yim and adam lee and ask where the replacement for media planning class is at and guess wat... yes.... the unthinkable happen.... CLASS WAS CANCELED!! :( so had to wait till 2pm for film studies but found edward, jin swan in the com lab and chilled with them till like 12 then head out for choi kee for lunch with more people which are joyee, marcus, nicholas and carmen =D. hanging with all these people makes the problem go away only nia, jin swan still the comedian lolx.

Well at 2pm went to class and watch "pretty woman". my 1st time watching the show even though it was came out like during the 90's lolx. enjoyed the show alot hahaha xD

Anyway kinda depressed but i made up my mind to not care about her anymore, she can do whatever she wants and date whoever she wants cause for all i care, she broke my trust and i hate it when that happens. so whatever lar, i am gonna game and do my assignments and get myself some awesome hot girls =D

Oh yea gonna enjoy myself next week! tuesday going ming tian with a bunch of college mates muahahahahah and then wednesday su buying me tony roma OH YEAH! love my life =D no scratch that... love my awesome friends!

Things ain't getting better so what?! Still gotta live life to the fullest =D

Problems getting worst and worst but oh well as the title say, So What?! I gotta live life to the fullest cause i only live once and only once so fuck all the crap and all and just enjoy myself for i live life for myself and no one else >=).

Well for today, went over to edwards house even though its a holiday but still gotta do assignment T_T oh crap.. i just remembered i'm suppose to take the camera from nadhirah... she gonna kill me :(Pray i survive!! >.< anyway after the meeting and i even helped with their pr event (i hope) xD. went for lunch at mcdonalds with edward, kelvin and carmen =D had a "group discussion" lolx and really felt way better xD

Anyway gonna be playing ma dragonica and enjoy my bloody self for i aint gonna waste my time moping around like some idiotic bum hahaha. damn it missed all my high school friends T_T college friends! bring me out nia... i need movies, coffee and most of all alcohol muahahahaha

Anger post >=(

Pissed off... pissed off... my god i feel like smashing my freaking heart to pieces so i wont feel any fucking emotions at all.. BAH! oh well got my hair cut today and gonna change who i am.. aint gonna let nobody pushes me around anymore. I am pissed and will be pissed till I get to fucked someone up bad.

I wanna go langkawi... cheap alcohol and i would be happy to drink all day =D

Whee~ District 9 day O_O

Well its my 2nd post! zomg lolx... xD well today went to college half dead but woken up after having breakfast lolx chee cheong fun XD its gooood. anyway went to class waited for mr vincent till 8.30 when the class starts at 8 -.-|| anyway after went to photo tutorial and found out that there wont be any lecture today whooooot! so went to do my N.E.M assignment by drinking the olden days coffee hahaha anyway went there which is at kepong and jessica drove me, lydia and jentzon there where we met marcus. =D had fun drinking coffees and playing with the camera hahaha. then after that met with edward and we headed for time squad to meet jenn and watch district 9.

When we finally meet Jenn, she doesn't feel like watching anymore lolx and end up following her to starbucks with 2 of her friends and sat there chilling for like 2 hours. Me and Edward read a book called umm diaries of a nerd/ sissy not sure... forgotten lolx. After that Edward and I decided to just watch the movie ourselves and there we went watching district 9... well overall the show was ok but for me the ending kinda suck.

Anyway that's all for today... oh ya finally got myself new shoes! and its white O_O


Loads of problems lately... dunno if things will work out anymore... if its not meant to be then oh well... i tried my best

My awesomely 1st post =D

Hey people this is my 1st post and I'm excited lolx! well cause in like 12 more minutes it offcially gonna be a full 11 months with the girl i love joanne gan xiaomin! seriously can't wait to surprise her and wish her later... hopefully i wont disturb her sleep though :( dunno how this blog will end up but hopefully you readers~ if there's any should try and encourage me to keep this up hahahahaha