AAR Concert

Well just came back from AAR concert and took some pictures with sue, edward, isabel, joey, isabel and some of sue friends xD. hoping they'll tag me soon in facebook hahaha... well the concert was awesome even though the delay was pathethic. the whole crowd was getting impatient and all because the hitz fm dj's kept dragging the thing non-stop and the whole crowd practically shoo-ed them off.

I'm tired but not physically, more like mentally... this couple of weeks home has been hell for me. Don't know why but nothing is really happening it's just the atmosphere... I fucking feel pissed off everytime the minute i enter the home. I'll fucking do anything just to get out..

Well now i enjoy swearing and i dun really care who i say it to most of the time.. I enjoy putting my life in danger and i enjoy fucked up rock music where i can jump, head bang and scream my fucked up lungs out.

Conclusion.. i enjoyed AAR alot and since i'm home you should know how i feel ^^

Today is a good day?

Well today I went to help with sherene and lin xiang with their PSA XD i'm the main actor babeh! whoohoo and well before that had a presentation and i'm glad one thing is over already... one less subject to worry about xD so now gotta focus on my creative strategy, malaysian studies and film studies muahahahahahha.

So when I went back home and chill for an hour or two working on my creative strategy when su called me out xD. So we went together with his friends and went to play pool muahahahaha. Had fun OWNING them MUAHAHAAHAHA and he talked about paranormal activity which is THE horrow show i wanna watch real badly and I'm sure malaysian aint coming it out so lucky SU has the DVD PEOPLE! XD

Anyway that's all for today ahahahaha

Oh special thanks to Lin Xiang you all for treating me eward,marcus, jin and joey the steamboat XDDD

Is it necessary?

Question in my mind.

Does every single thing you feel or do must have a reason in them? I mean a proper facts reason. Can't you just wanna do something or feel something just cause you feel like it?

Well that's all there is today and emo is becoming an "in" thing -.-. I'm not emo xD I just like goth style lolx..

I get kids coming to me asking me for emo quotes and all O_O didn't really notice till now that's its a style

Well morning people since its 1.50am now xD

Enjoys...

Hello humans, guess what? I enjoy watching u puny humans suffer.. I like to see your agony, your pain, i wanna torture you till you scream for mercy, till you beg me to kill you..

Why I'm saying this? Cause it's what I feel like doing right now and I'm happy bout it..

Pissed off...

Wondering...

Thinking is fucked up bad and that's why I never think.

The night has ended~

Well ok i know... bet you guys are eagerly waiting for pictures so you will know what actually happen tonight xD but sadly NOOO pictures muahahahahhaha and I ain't gonna tell you what happened cause it's a need to know basis only lolx..

Anyway in the end it didn't really turn out the way I expected it to be but still at least I learned something xD

Well that's all~ short post lolx... night people~

hi! XD

Hey hey readers =D bet you've been eagerly waiting for ma next post! haha i'm just praising myself -_-|| anyway i'm still happy lolx and tomorrow is a big day for me i guess XDDDDD so wish me luck muahahahah

wondering tomorrow... will there pictures? xD

HAPPEH!

Hello dear readers.

xD yes i am HAPPEH! i dunno why, its the kind of effing happiness i haven't really felt for quite some time. It's like this feeling where there is no worries or burdens or responsibilities feeling. It's really making me feel damn relax! hahaha anyway its the 3rd day straight I'm feeling damn happy.

Well, I'm planning to get my left ear pierced XD cause I wanna change my look >.< sick of the same old thing for like since... form 3! the only difference during that time and now is i can leave a long fringe lolx.

Anyway planning to highlight my hair either bloody red or purple but not so soon as i'm still short on cash xD

Stay tuned for more! muahahahahaha

Better?

I just notice I blog alot lolx xD guess this where I mostly go to when I need someone and talking or rather more typing is kinda soothing xD hahaha. anyway the pain its there, it comes and goes and sometimes its hurts so bad i just wanna die but that's life xD. you have your ups and downs and you just gotta see how you get over it...

Wondering how long before it takes me to recover >.<. Kinda sick of always moaning and whining around but the truth is, I try to fix it but I dunno what I'm suppose to do. YES! i am that clueless... It's not I don't wanna try...

Ok enough of that xD today what i did was.... help my mom set up her computer, had lunch alone and take care of my super hyperactive annoying 5 year old cousin -__-||

Guess that's all for today lolx.. wonder if i'll update tmr O_O

Stupid ;(

I feel stupid :( yea so sad... guess i expected too much in return that when it doesn't it kinda effects me even though I was prepared for it.. I just hope everything would be set right again and I won't do stupid mistakes which i highly doubt so.

As people say! Get a Life and i'm getting one!

It hurts

It hurts for no fucking reason and i hate it... I'm the fucking cause of people losing out on fun and i fucking hate it... I'm still trying to find out, why the fuck does it hurt so fucking much...

Pandorum tomorrow xD

Well tomorrow pandorum with edward and jenn~ gald for this lolx, somethings that i thought was over at home came up again and i left rm12 in my wallet for this whole month.. yes this WHOLE month lolx and i'm going movie xD. gotta get a job soon and still working out lolx... just got my old dumbbell out and cleaned it.

Gonna start looking for weekends part time job i guess... if it lessen my family's burden guess loosing my rest day worth it to see their smiles on their face again and less of the stress-ed face =D

CONCERT!

Yes as the title of the blog says... I"m gonna go to a concert and its ma 1st international famous band concert T_T... i noe its sad but I"M GOING WHOOT! and it AAR muahahahaha... that's all lolx.. gonna do a photoshoot tmr~ hope i dun screw up >.>

Saturday DAY fever

Today is Saturday. lolx.... anyway today met up with jenn and we went to time square and we wanted to watch surrogates but the line was damn long and the timing wasn't good cause i had to meet my mom at 5pm cause her work finish at that time hahaha. Anyway so we decided to go to pavilion to have lunch at that time was already 2pm+ and we didn't even have BREAKFAST! yes we were starving XD

I had to take some moneh from the atm so went to ambank 1st but the stupid machine apparently don't accept CIMB customers... wtf lor... and the cimb machine broke down -_-||. So went to maybank atm and get some money... quite a long line but it was moving lolx.

When almost our turn this malay group. Niama took so long. the card not working CAUSE no money lar! keep fucking trying for wat -_- make us stand there so fucking long and keep using the machine like it belong to them only. TIU!

Anyway after that we walked to pavilion and it was under the burning sun T_T. Well went there straight away had carls jr. lolx. I love carls jr xD it gave me an orgasm when the taste double western cheese bacon burger melted into my mouth... aaaahhhhh. We chilled there and did my malaysian studies assignment lolx. chatted and all till it was 5pm+ and i didn;t even notice lolx..

So around 5.15 rush back to time square and pick my mom up and went home~ i repeat again... I LOVE CARLS JR.!

Su loy T_T wednesday yam cha ah! xD if u reading this u better come!

Got a message from minekey today. it goes like this "Don't worry about the failure, worry about the chances you will miss if you don't try" This message and something she said made me thinking again...

Weird Feeling

I'm having these weird and i say WEIRD feeling lolx. It's not an emo feeling but something happy yet sad o_O get what i mean? xD haha anyway I don't think I should be having this weird-ish feeling nia... Personal Reasons lolx xD

Well my mom said something that kinda change the perspective on how I look at life. She said life will bring you down all the time but it depends on how you look at it. On how you see it and think about it, to her she thinks about how she has me and my bro who are always there for her ( yes me good boy =D) and how we behave ourselves and respect the elder and all~

Haha well awesome stuff xD. Well in my perspective I guess what puts a smile on my face all the time is the thought of having an awesome open minded mom xD (most people are jealous of that LOL) an awesome bro (for now but sometimes annoying... well most times) AWESOME FRIENDS (you know who you are! and if you think its not you then its you unless you're really sure its not you then i dunno O_O) ahahahaha well my life i find out its awesome... got problems but who doesn't just gotta fix it and move on with ur happy little life =D

G-FORCE!

Muahahahaha! Yes! I watched the Guinea Pigs movie! Watch it with jenn and su loy xD it was a last minute thing lolx. As usual on wednesday night is my yam cha night with su loy and once in a while jenn or su's friend will join xD. Well nothing much, Ate at Old Town at leisure mall and the service there seriously sucks to the max! Waited for our food for like 30-45min -__-|| and there wasn't even that much people there.

Anyway after the dinner we went for out movie lolx. The movie is ok and all just that the guinea pigs are cute but besides the storyline is your usual storyline and it kinda gets boring cause its repetitive for most movies...

So like after the movie, send jenn home then me and su loy went to McD for our yam cha session lolx. We played worms on his new bought laptop there cause the wifi was being sucked up by too many people so we couldn't connect to the internet lolx. played 3 games and i lost 2 games T_T!!

Well it was a fun night and all xD hope there will be more to come lolx

Mooncake Festival Day~

Well today was mooncake festival day. Kinda sad though, it's another sleepless night. Thought after hearing some good news I would actually start feeling happier and have a peace of mind at night but I don't, there is just weird annoying feeling that I can't pinpoint what's causing it at all. So annoyed, everynight i am damn depressed for no reason and I can;t sleep at night even when I force myself to..

Well today had a family dinner at home and all my cousins was here and even my cousin who is studying at ipoh came~ Damn long since I've seen him and chatted. Anyway it's a saturday and I usually just stone at home but went out with Jenn to accompany her for lunch then after went home and watch "Your Majesty Secret Service" not bad show but I wasn't entertained as much as I thought I would be.. Must be the weird feeling again.

Anyway after my lil bro went to tuition, used the com till like 6pm where I went to bring him home from tuition. When I reach home my grandmother came out and asked me to send her to econsave which i did.. Kinda annoyed because I've become everyone's personal driver at home. Never asked whether I'm free or not, they just demand I send them.

Well something my grandmother said kinda made me sad but that's life and everyone has their problems and all.. I'm full of it where I handle all the shit for my family but that's what my aunt says -_-|| Its my so called fucking responsibility as the "man of the house" FUCK YOU! you have a fucking husband who is causing me more fucking trouble at home. Cause of certain people, coming home is a nightmare. I'm always out finding some fucking thing to do and all.. Sick of coming home and listening to the arguements and the complains and all those shit.

BAH! ya well sucky mooncake festival this year and i kinda practically hate this year but yea I;m emo. Love me, Hate me, I'm still me