Sleeping Time

I hate it now when it's time for me to sleep, the things I faced it's not easy to contain, I don't sleep much. 4 hours is more then enough as I usually get restless sleeps now. Oh well.. thought of this certain words that I may wanna do as my 1st tattoo but still thinking bout it.

Exams are coming... hoping I can ace them this time then it's time to relax and go clubbing... well I prefer just drinking till I get effing wasted WHEEEE~

Exams and Pool

Just came back from pool with su and his friends XD my friends as well lolx... anyway thanks su for paying for me >.<>.> its the most hardest finals i ever faced... damn many things to read up

Single life?

Well for starters... single life sucks.. cause i'm always feeling lonely and like there's something missing in my life lol... kinda hoping to find someone I can feel special again >.< and I know everyone does.. no one likes being alone...

ooohhhhh well... should focus more on my weight lost diet regime, my appearance and my finals now lolx! but it's just nagging at the back of your head all the time... ever get that?

oh well had an ok ok day~ had mamak food all day wei! feel fat >.< ahaah ok that's all for now~ short post only

My Style~

Well I really think I found what I like in style lolx.. I seriously like goth/emo style.. it seriously attracts me. Still haven't get my ear piercing which is sad since it is only gonna cost rm15 =.=|| Seriously short on cash this whole year... but I'm still effing going out XD I can't stand the atmosphere at home~

Anyway bout this style.. it;s the hair that attracts me most lolx... but I don't know if it suits me or not but screw it I'm gonna do what I like XD no more following people's opinion or what they like..

Was out with Kenneth and Kok Pin awhile ago and we had mamak and went to CC for dota-ing.. din touch that game for a long long time lolx... end up losing all the games hahahahaha.. Before that went and have ice cream~ with jenn right after dinner lolx.. i know i know.. fattening but i gotta enjoy life right? XD

Anyway that's all for now.. really interested in emo/goth styles and i want a tattoo LOL.. I want stuff that I want and not what people say it's good or bad or whatever shit xD INDEPENDENT WEI! hahaha

ZzZzZ? O_O

Can't think of a title.. so end up with this. Anyway I kinda feel.. well... lonely and insecure.. really really insecure... going out everyday is the only solution I've found to keep it in bay XD cause being out and not being here doesn't make me think much lolx.. i can't think as in if i think.. it won't end up good.. aahh fuck this.. screwed myself up too much ady

Grave

Feels like I'm digging my own grave but don't really care lolx.. Well today was the examination and I think I failed it lolx.. I hate history so you can't blame me for not being able to remember what happened in this country like 60-70 years ago.. What's happened stays there it doesn't come to me if it's past the life span of my life! lolx

Thought it would help nia.. but it only made things worst.. been getting this and that and I'm tired of trying to correct things ady.. sian ady XD guess i give up too easily sometimes~ oh well life goes on =D

*happy face* at least i still have awesome friends lolx

ok day~

Today is an alright day lolx.. i LIKE my hair XD it may look the same to everyone and i mean everyone =.=|| but i like it lolx even though to me there's a difference.. anyway today was alright and everything..

Well I'm dealing with shit as usual.. home is not home anymore sadly.. but it's still home.. anyway tonight su was awesome lolx.. talked bout our problems and made awesomely lame jokes and bullshit all the way XD hahaha

He treat me mamak and shared with me his starbucks green tea... awesome dude~ will treat u when i have the money. Hope you get will from your sickness soon and thanks for being able to be there for me while i talked non stop bout my problems.. and giving all the advices.. Wish i can help with yours though..

Anyway awesome day~ hopefully tmr's malaysian studies exam i can ace it =x

Think nicely..

Been thinking bout it for awhile... It's hard to do it but I may need to considering how I've been for the past few days.. Besides that there's also the tattoo and the type of piercing i gonna get lolx.. ahh and hair cut.. but put that aside.. i need to think things through and it ain't gonna be easy.. why must everything be so hard huh?

Why?

Why do I even bother? *knock knock* it's a waste of time, get that into your head please.

Sleepy!

Tired.. no more like exhausted. Not been getting any good sleep lately considering it's almost the end of the semester which is when most of the assignments are due. Well yesterday was kinda a fun day lolx..

Friday the 13th~ so called bad luck day if ya believe it that is. Anyway after class i met up with jenn at time square where she bought me lunch. THANKS!! ahha.. then we chilled around, look for Su at his work place then went to pavilion and get our movie tickets. We wanted to watch 2012 but sadly there wasn't any seats left so we bought phobia 2 and it was a night movie =P hahaha. I find the show FUNNEH! certain parts will make you jump but it wasn;t that scary at all.

So around 6.45pm only then edward and joey reach pavilion -.-|| damn 7 late they all lolx... they got lost dunno how many times already. Anyway edward and jenn bought the movie ticket for me! hahah thanks again for everything.

THe movie seriously is awesome funneh. I find the most scariest part funneh!! XD Espeacially when something something is standing on top of a person hhahaha. not gonna tell you wat till you watch it. Anyway joey suddenly lost her wallet in the cinema and we couldn't get back in to look for it which kinda suck... so we stay around and drove around pavilion filling reports and shit... At 12am+ went it to look for the wallet and TADAAA it was there lolx... Thank god it was there XD

ANyway it was a seriously awesome day! Loiue Su~ Jenn~ Edward~ and Joey thanks for the awesome time wei! you guys are awesome pawsome =D

me weird =P

I'm weird! lolx... well think about it, compare with most sane people out there and you find me the weirdest dude ever i think XD.. ok seriously I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO MA HAIR! it's getting boring wearing a cap every single day hahaha.

Well hopefully tomorrow things will finally end and i'll be a happy dude as well as my family too =D if not then there goes more torture and miseries. And if it doesn't wonder if i should still go to time square.. I still haven't get my ear piercing damn it! BAH! So many things i wanna do and i havnet done it yet ;(

Well hopefully i'll get it all done in ma life time muahahahha needs to start looking up and not down... trying not to think about it as i said to myself before but as usual.. sometimes the mind and the heart never work together -.-|| it's frustrating seriously when that happens.

Wondering if i'll get a nice awesome meal tomorrow XD

Watch me!

Watch me be happy! i don't need no one and nobody and I'm gonna make the word emo and me with a NOT in between. Stereotype's annoying as usual. Don't ever judge if you don't know the real shit.

Tired in the mind

Hey readers =D. well life is going on as it is XD and i'm tired... not physcially tired lolx but mentally. I think I've over abused my mind for the past couple of months and i can feel it starting to shutdown already lolx.. Anyway that's really what's been happening, just feeling mentally tired and can't get this thing out of my mind lol..

Oh ya, this saturday i'm planning to go to fly fm birthday party at one utama central park XD i'm going! anyone wanna join me? lolx... gimme a call or sms if u going =D would appreciate it

Megan Fox is hot!

Humans! I'm not emo for now and hopefully ever lolx. Jenn talked some sense into me and I've figured what's been bothering me lolx.. anywayyyy enough of that, today is an awesome day.. why? I GET TO SEE MEGAN FOX HOT BODDEEEEHHHH!!!

YEAHHHHH! ooo she is damn hot wei T_T watched jennifer's body with su and jennifer lolx. i stared at jennifer body till i can't get my eyes of it =P ahahahahahahahahaha

Anyway, I seriously need to get myself a haircut but I also want my hair to grow longer and i mean L.O.N.G... but I'm sure grandparents and mom are gonna bother me bout my hair =.=|| I can't keep wearing a hat forever lolx... cause my hair as i said before died on me, can't do any shit on it but hey, life ain't everything bout looks..

If you attract a girl just based on your looks then she ain't worth it in my opinion. XD rather have someone who like me and my personality than just me being "hot" if i ever am lolx...

MUAHAHAHAH that's all for tonight. Mom's birthday today ;( couldn't get anything but hoping tomorrow i can surprise her with the secret recipe cake =D if i have enough money to get it that is...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! YOU KNOW I LOVE YA =P

blah!

Today officially my hair died on me, can't do anything with it anymore! too damn thick lolx... still deciding between cutting it all off or leaving it longer till i can cut something out of it. College was alright today and all i can really say is BLAH!

Don't really feel good as in emotionally.. Seeing friends all sad and down and depressed and either i caught it from them or i'm just being emo =.=||

that's all bluekkkkkkkkkkkkk see ya

Scream-o?

Insecurities, hah...normal lar right? wondering what to do with my hair... kinda decided to leave it long and do something abnormally weird with it. I'm also wondering if I should get my ear pierced next month or this month... hmmm....

Lack of self-confidence.. who doesn't have it? Depends on how people deal with it? me I like punching myself in the face making things worse which i kinda enjoy at certain times..

I can feel myself pushing everyone away and I'm still putting that fakey smile on my face but its getting less and less xD I dun even bother to put up with my family no more. Just go in my room and either sleep with my ipod on and on the comp with the speakers blasting away like nobody business..

Some mass comm student lol..
Nightz humans