It hurts

It hurts for no fucking reason and i hate it... I'm the fucking cause of people losing out on fun and i fucking hate it... I'm still trying to find out, why the fuck does it hurt so fucking much...

Pandorum tomorrow xD

Well tomorrow pandorum with edward and jenn~ gald for this lolx, somethings that i thought was over at home came up again and i left rm12 in my wallet for this whole month.. yes this WHOLE month lolx and i'm going movie xD. gotta get a job soon and still working out lolx... just got my old dumbbell out and cleaned it.

Gonna start looking for weekends part time job i guess... if it lessen my family's burden guess loosing my rest day worth it to see their smiles on their face again and less of the stress-ed face =D

CONCERT!

Yes as the title of the blog says... I"m gonna go to a concert and its ma 1st international famous band concert T_T... i noe its sad but I"M GOING WHOOT! and it AAR muahahahaha... that's all lolx.. gonna do a photoshoot tmr~ hope i dun screw up >.>

Saturday DAY fever

Today is Saturday. lolx.... anyway today met up with jenn and we went to time square and we wanted to watch surrogates but the line was damn long and the timing wasn't good cause i had to meet my mom at 5pm cause her work finish at that time hahaha. Anyway so we decided to go to pavilion to have lunch at that time was already 2pm+ and we didn't even have BREAKFAST! yes we were starving XD

I had to take some moneh from the atm so went to ambank 1st but the stupid machine apparently don't accept CIMB customers... wtf lor... and the cimb machine broke down -_-||. So went to maybank atm and get some money... quite a long line but it was moving lolx.

When almost our turn this malay group. Niama took so long. the card not working CAUSE no money lar! keep fucking trying for wat -_- make us stand there so fucking long and keep using the machine like it belong to them only. TIU!

Anyway after that we walked to pavilion and it was under the burning sun T_T. Well went there straight away had carls jr. lolx. I love carls jr xD it gave me an orgasm when the taste double western cheese bacon burger melted into my mouth... aaaahhhhh. We chilled there and did my malaysian studies assignment lolx. chatted and all till it was 5pm+ and i didn;t even notice lolx..

So around 5.15 rush back to time square and pick my mom up and went home~ i repeat again... I LOVE CARLS JR.!

Su loy T_T wednesday yam cha ah! xD if u reading this u better come!

Got a message from minekey today. it goes like this "Don't worry about the failure, worry about the chances you will miss if you don't try" This message and something she said made me thinking again...

Weird Feeling

I'm having these weird and i say WEIRD feeling lolx. It's not an emo feeling but something happy yet sad o_O get what i mean? xD haha anyway I don't think I should be having this weird-ish feeling nia... Personal Reasons lolx xD

Well my mom said something that kinda change the perspective on how I look at life. She said life will bring you down all the time but it depends on how you look at it. On how you see it and think about it, to her she thinks about how she has me and my bro who are always there for her ( yes me good boy =D) and how we behave ourselves and respect the elder and all~

Haha well awesome stuff xD. Well in my perspective I guess what puts a smile on my face all the time is the thought of having an awesome open minded mom xD (most people are jealous of that LOL) an awesome bro (for now but sometimes annoying... well most times) AWESOME FRIENDS (you know who you are! and if you think its not you then its you unless you're really sure its not you then i dunno O_O) ahahahaha well my life i find out its awesome... got problems but who doesn't just gotta fix it and move on with ur happy little life =D

G-FORCE!

Muahahahaha! Yes! I watched the Guinea Pigs movie! Watch it with jenn and su loy xD it was a last minute thing lolx. As usual on wednesday night is my yam cha night with su loy and once in a while jenn or su's friend will join xD. Well nothing much, Ate at Old Town at leisure mall and the service there seriously sucks to the max! Waited for our food for like 30-45min -__-|| and there wasn't even that much people there.

Anyway after the dinner we went for out movie lolx. The movie is ok and all just that the guinea pigs are cute but besides the storyline is your usual storyline and it kinda gets boring cause its repetitive for most movies...

So like after the movie, send jenn home then me and su loy went to McD for our yam cha session lolx. We played worms on his new bought laptop there cause the wifi was being sucked up by too many people so we couldn't connect to the internet lolx. played 3 games and i lost 2 games T_T!!

Well it was a fun night and all xD hope there will be more to come lolx

Mooncake Festival Day~

Well today was mooncake festival day. Kinda sad though, it's another sleepless night. Thought after hearing some good news I would actually start feeling happier and have a peace of mind at night but I don't, there is just weird annoying feeling that I can't pinpoint what's causing it at all. So annoyed, everynight i am damn depressed for no reason and I can;t sleep at night even when I force myself to..

Well today had a family dinner at home and all my cousins was here and even my cousin who is studying at ipoh came~ Damn long since I've seen him and chatted. Anyway it's a saturday and I usually just stone at home but went out with Jenn to accompany her for lunch then after went home and watch "Your Majesty Secret Service" not bad show but I wasn't entertained as much as I thought I would be.. Must be the weird feeling again.

Anyway after my lil bro went to tuition, used the com till like 6pm where I went to bring him home from tuition. When I reach home my grandmother came out and asked me to send her to econsave which i did.. Kinda annoyed because I've become everyone's personal driver at home. Never asked whether I'm free or not, they just demand I send them.

Well something my grandmother said kinda made me sad but that's life and everyone has their problems and all.. I'm full of it where I handle all the shit for my family but that's what my aunt says -_-|| Its my so called fucking responsibility as the "man of the house" FUCK YOU! you have a fucking husband who is causing me more fucking trouble at home. Cause of certain people, coming home is a nightmare. I'm always out finding some fucking thing to do and all.. Sick of coming home and listening to the arguements and the complains and all those shit.

BAH! ya well sucky mooncake festival this year and i kinda practically hate this year but yea I;m emo. Love me, Hate me, I'm still me