worldstage

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK SUEMITRAA!!!! because of u i have this awesome chance to go WORLD STAGE muahahahahahaha! i shall enjoy myself muahahahaha! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH SUEMITRAA!!! ya know i love ya xD

currently?

Well as the title says currently i dunno what happening... All I know is that I'm pretty lost right now and am pretty cranky as well... Well all i know is.. it's always YOU that pisses me off with the way you never reply me or bother bout what's happening when you pretend you care. It's pissing me off to the max because right now you are basically just playing with me and trust me someday you will regret it cause I will start not giving a damn bout it anymore and I'll fucking stop sharing cause from the way I see it.. it's not doing any shit that is helping me or you giving a damn.

Well I'm just letting of steam.. basically right now doing part time and just chilling and looking around for what college I should go to and do my degree haizz... I'm getting worst and I know it but I can't do anything bout it... might as well just let it be and see where I'll end up..

Well ciao people see ya~~

Sudden Craving!

I have this sudden craving to learn ballroom dancing! Heck I still love dancing it's just that I suck in it hahaha but I would love to learn how to dance ballroom.. I feel it's just so cool in a way... hmm Well hopefully someday I can find a class and learn =D

I need a break from all this shit. Might go on a Hiatus for awhile.. but not confirm yet

Fall for it

I can't sleep and it's already 2.30am. I should be exhausted and I worked at the coffee shop and then played badminton then hang out with su but I can't sleep at all... Well anyways end up writing this cause was hoping it would somehow get me to sleep or make me at least feel sleepy lolx. Well hopefully you people would enjoy it and critics are welcomed =) It's call "Fall for it"



Words
They're just words to you
Random sayings and phrases
But you never knew the effect it does to me

Burn
You love it
You totally love watching me burn
And yet you pretend you care

Honesty
What's that? I'm lost
Cause I don't think you actually have it
Hell...all I see is lies and goddamn fake prayers

Love
Do you actually know what it is?
Do you even feel love?
Cause you fucking say you do but you don't

Cry
You say you do, it helps
But does it? You act all helpless when you're not
Stop fucking playing with me cause it's fucking annoying

Fuck
Yeah fuck you cause I cared, i cared too damn much
And I'm saying fuck you now cause you don't deserve shit
Cause I love watching you getting fucked up

Lies
All lies.. all fucking good for nothing lies
To think I actually believed you
Damn it, all you do is lived a goddamn LIE

Bye?
I would love to just say bye
To just live on without having to care so much anymore
But you fucking can't leave can you? Can't you just say BYE?

Cause you love it
You totally fucking love it
The way you used me and mold me into believing shit
Cause you knew I'll fall it, a fall so deep I can't see myself anymore...

Random!

Just finish my internship at astro and i kinda miss the place already hahaha. loads of crazy time there as well as the crazy people XD Enjoy the place alot cause of the way everyone is open minded and that most people there are real friendly. Well currently waiting for a call from my friend bout this job. Imma photographer at this indian club hahha all i do is take pictures from 1am-4am and then upload them to their facebook profile. If the pay is alright then i'll take the job cause i'm seriously broke lolx!! So people if u wanna buy me lunch, i'm always available hahahaha

Well that's it.. got some pictures with some famous people(malaysia only) but lazy upload hahaha. well that's all I guess, night people gonna find a way to sleep! i hope. TMR PRESENTATION wheeee~