Recent Events

Well ain't blogging that often anymore cause I can't really have much to say.. well actually I do I'm just feeling really lazy to blog that's all hahaha. Anyway got myself a new phone which is the Nokia 5230. It had some flaws but I'm happy with the phone and that's good enough for me hahaha. Hmm.. work is alright at Astro and there a primary school gathering come up and I'm kinda excited cause I wanna see who is the people I've been spending my childhood days with hahaha.

Well That's really all for now and I'm hoping I'm gonna learn more stuff about radio DJ-ing because that's what I really wanna do because my passion is music haha. Well I know I can't talk as much as these people usually do and crap as much as they do but I gotta work something out if I wanna go on pursuing this path so yeah ><

Well that's all for now I guess so stay tuned for ma next update hahaha

Gabriel ma Friend! =D

Today hang out with Gabriel Thong hahhaha, my old time friend since I moved to taman connaught school~ awesome dude la wheee~ besides him there was also chee weng, chi meng, pak onn and hui ling hahahah =D Played some snooker and drank some mamak juices yeahhhH!!

I went to Tokio Hotel on Saturday, May 1st and it was effing awesome! No other words can be describe for their performances hahaha. Well currently waiting for my phone which is suppose to arrive either this week or next week~ Seriously can't wait hahaha cause this is my 1st phone that I fully used my own money to get =x

Well that's all for now~ wheeeee~

Hate Being Used

I hate being used.. I fucking hate being used so you better be smart enough to stop only calling me when you need me. Fuck off if that's all I fucking am to you.

Tokio Hotel concert tomorrow~ am really more excited to seeing pop shovit more than tokio cause i prefer pop shovit's music more hhahahaha. I bet if edward knew he would go nuts from not being able to rock out with them lolx! Anyway hopefully I'll get over this feeling.

I'm pissed... effing pissed....

Kelly Clarkson!!

YES!! I went to Kelly Clarkson's concert! I would like to thank SUEMITRAA for the free tickets!!! Seriously I would have missed this awesome experience if it wasn't for you!! awesome awesome awesome, its seriously the only words i can say... AWESOME!!

Went with yet wai haaha, didnt see her for such a long time and had a fun with her. Keana as well as Callen hahahaha. Well that's all for now, if I get pics from yet wai I'll post it up XD

For now I'm off whooot~

One more writing

My hands are shaking, shaking so violently. I can't control them, I can't control the chaos in me. The full force of multiple emotions trying to push them self out. To reach out into the open. I standing here, staring and staring into the open space. Thinking what is my purpose, where am I suppose to be.

I feel like a stranger in my mind and my body. I wanna break free, from this thinking from this rules from this restraint. I don't feel the same and no one would understand. I wanna do the unthinkable, the forbidden and the taboo-ed.

No one notices, no one ever does. I was never here, always in my own world. I can't drive, I can't walk and I can't crawl for I have no idea where I'm heading. I'm a stranger at my own home. It's worst to never be noticed in a place where people should know who I am.

My body is shaking, shaking so violently. I can't stop myself from shaking, it's controlling me. I'm here, I'm fading..I'm gone. Disappearing act like the wind, like the air itself.

I'm whispering to myself silently..

Blogging once again!!

Well just wanna say life is alright for now, tired most of the times but at least I still have times to go out with my friends hahaha. Just yesterday went to leisure mall with su and jenn to have starbucks! Yes starbucks.. I haven't had that in AGES! I love coffee hahah too bad it doesn't work on me much. Anyway currently working at Astro, AMP dept which is the radio department and at the part of the tech and engineering. I know Imma mass comm student so why I'm at a engineering place.. well gotta ask the due that hired me lolx. I'm fine with it cause I get to play around with the radio equipments =P

Anyway taht's all for now and the rumours ain't true people! THERE IS NOT HOT BABES IN ASTRO!! =D

Chocolate Ice-Cream

It was 1am when I ate chocolate ice-cream in ma room hahahaha. Was hungry and that was the only food left I could find so that's what i had for supper. Well on saturday I danced at BOTB with Parts and it was awesome. Sadly I think it was my last time dancing with them but it was memorable haha. Anyway hope to get the video soon for my dance cause I really wanna see how I did though I'm sure I wasn't all that great.

Well gonna go to astro tomorrow to get the forms and everything so I can start on April 1st. Hopefully everything goes well so that I'll have a great time working there. Well till next time, don't really have much to blog about anymore~ see ya

When I wake up
The dream isn't done
I wanna see your face and know I made it home.
If nothing is true
What more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you.