Once again?

LOLX it's september... realize it is seriously not a good month for me... it's september and things are happenin in this month again... maybe 9 isn't a good number for me lolx!! Well me and su are planning to get ourselves a zippo next month and after that plan his partay at his house where i'm planning to get totally wasted... after that have to plan where to take my mom to on her burthday and finally make time to visit my dad at his graveyard... Seriously i miss my dad and i kinda wish he was here... i'm sure he'll know what to do... Things are starting to get out of control.. especially at home... I so need some vacation so i can escape all the hustle and bustle for just a couple of days and rejuvenate myself...

Well anyone wants to plan a trip with me for maybe 3-4 days? ahaha anywhere but here is fine with me as long as it's somewhere where i can just let loose and forget bout everything...

Hmm.. bringing my laptop to work tmr cause my colleagues are really interested in how my laptop is hahaha...

Ok.. time to do some stuff to make myself sleepy so that my brain will not function and i can finally fall asleep~

nights humans~ hopefully i'm able to see u ppl soon whoever u are hahahhaha

Been a while...

Well I'm currently working now at bangsar as a part time events admin... Been tired lately and stressed up over some issues... Heck I've always got issues LOL!! well hoping to find a couple of days to just hang out all night and not go home for a couple of days... I am hoping and seriously hoping... that this will happen! I seriously need a break from city life and the people...

Been so out of the music world for some time... would like to thank yuen yim for still updating me with awesome music hahahaha! So need to catch up with them people larrrrrr.... i need to see some damn familiar faces ady!!!!!

Well gonna do listen to music, stone and then sleep hopefully~ kinda tired of always hoping, asking and dreaming bout it when I know so well it ain't gonna happen... Well sometimes we just dream too much now don't we xD

Truth is...

I stopped believing in your words, I'm gonna stop believing that there was really any hope cause right now... All I know is darkness and false hopes..lies..so screw you and all your dumb ass words cause from now on, when you need somebody, when you crave for somebody.. I SWEAR i'll not be there, I won't fall for that god forsaken trap anymore as I always did.. I'm better off now, I've learned so stop treating me as your fucking bobo doll cause I know to you.. I'm only here when you need somebody or when you need help.. other times i'm just "a person"

worldstage

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK SUEMITRAA!!!! because of u i have this awesome chance to go WORLD STAGE muahahahahahaha! i shall enjoy myself muahahahaha! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH SUEMITRAA!!! ya know i love ya xD

currently?

Well as the title says currently i dunno what happening... All I know is that I'm pretty lost right now and am pretty cranky as well... Well all i know is.. it's always YOU that pisses me off with the way you never reply me or bother bout what's happening when you pretend you care. It's pissing me off to the max because right now you are basically just playing with me and trust me someday you will regret it cause I will start not giving a damn bout it anymore and I'll fucking stop sharing cause from the way I see it.. it's not doing any shit that is helping me or you giving a damn.

Well I'm just letting of steam.. basically right now doing part time and just chilling and looking around for what college I should go to and do my degree haizz... I'm getting worst and I know it but I can't do anything bout it... might as well just let it be and see where I'll end up..

Well ciao people see ya~~

Sudden Craving!

I have this sudden craving to learn ballroom dancing! Heck I still love dancing it's just that I suck in it hahaha but I would love to learn how to dance ballroom.. I feel it's just so cool in a way... hmm Well hopefully someday I can find a class and learn =D

I need a break from all this shit. Might go on a Hiatus for awhile.. but not confirm yet